log
2026/08/05
new Nero's song released. new EP announced. i used to dream of this. it feels crazy to see Lauren Bousfield bring Nero's back. i listened to ∅Babylon a few times already and it was immediate the things i felt. damn it im listening to it right now
i've been thinking about AKIRA like always. i might reread the manga again next year. also recently i'm trying to figure out the personal "timeline" i made for myself, going over the events of "AKIRA" again. its frustrating at times, trying to remember how much time passed when it blurred together for me for one reason or other
2026/08/02
I MISS SELECTION BRUSH FROM SAI. ive been cleaning up and removing backgrounds from a bunch of panels for 4 days now. damn it i'm tired of having to draw selections that i can't just add/erase from lol. but i keep going for AKIRA. i wanted to make a page like this for a while and only now did i have a clear idea for it. it's gotten bigger than i expected
2026/07/29 ⏵ KFC Murder Chicks - Psneakysys
happy birthday to me! even though it's just a symbolic birthday for my fictionkinity. i don't really care, i like getting 2 birthdays. today WAS supposed to be my real birthday though, not joking, so theres that.
2026/07/26
chose the weekly akira image because my "canon" birthday is in 3 days. i want to make a drawing for myself and i've been working on it but we'll see. i think some art block is happening to me. ugh whatever. also the weekly akira image wasn't taken by me, i found it years ago. i actually dont remember where it came from anymore
2026/07/24
my least favorite part of summer is when you're doing something late at night, then from the corner of your eye you see something moving and you look and its a HUGE bug
i wrote a new personal essay and rewrote that old one i mentioned last month but i kinda wonder if i should forget posting persnoal writing to my site. i'm not the kinda person to jump at the chance to share these... idk
2026/07/23
2026/07/14
reminded myself why i don't read reviews of AKIRA. i know i'm biased but the negative reviews always make it obvious they didn't understand something that got explained/shown in the story. and why do they always have to bring up how "useless" Kei is
2026/07/05 ⏵ Shiro Sagisu - Who Will Know (24 Bigslow)
survived the heatwave, had an impromptu rewatch of シン・ゴジラ today. the 1st and last time i watched it was 2 years ago already?! wtf. i was wanting to rewatch but didn't have the time to. this movie is in my "top 3" of all time. i relate a lot to Shin.
2026/07/02
暑いだ
2026/06/29 ⏵ DODDODO - DODDODO Death
easy to lament the fact most fictionfolk art gets seen as the commodity that i think normal fan art is to a lot of people. all the power to fictionfolk out there who share their works for fandom but i'm gonna forever reject and fight the impression that my art is for fandom.
anyways i have to rewrite an old essay. i want to get that back up soon. my writing page is so bare .... i want to write more personal essays to put up. but also rather shock myself than do that. what to do
2026/06/17
when i visit random Neocities sites there's a 50% chance the page makes my display flicker with thin green lines all over the screen. no idea why this happens and i just accept it at this point.
also the comic i uploaded yesterday is named after this song by Hiroshi Moriya. and the "narration" in the comic are my favorite lyrics from the song. i'm excited to make more comics in the future, the pride of finishing one its kind of addicting hehehe
2026/06/14
the comics section on my gallery has been empty for a while huh? i finished the first panel of a simple 2 page comic i hope to upload "soon." lets hope all my time spend studying Otomo's work finally pays off
2026/06/12 ⏵ Nero's Day At Disneyland - Loose Ends (Unofficial Album)
is it stupid that after all this time, i still get angry knowing that my Fictionkinity is gonna forever be seen as some "roleplay" or whatever? probably. i'm still angry though.
2026/06/06
the sidebar experiment was fun but i'm going back to everything being in the same box. i prefer this style a lot more, not trying to do anything too crazy or whatever. it also feels more "old school" to me or something like that
one thing i cant figure out: if i should have separate warnings on my art. how it looked before left a bad taste in my mouth. i rather just have these wall of links you click and get what you get. i've wanted to try symbols to mark if it's "sensitive" or not without listing anything, but what symbols? using Lightbox2 probably makes this redundant anyway
2026/06/03
doomed to look for a font i'll never be able to find...
2026/05/24
ah, i finished my reread of AKIRA a few days ago. all i have to say after it is fuck yeah i am Tetsuo. AKIRA is the best thing in this world. being Fictionkin is great.
2026/05/18
i forgot to post here on may 16 and that's when i made my website in 2024. it's weird to think it's been 2 years already.
2026/05/08
today's another sort of AKIRA anniversary of mine. today marks five years since i got the 35th Anniversary box set and finished reading the manga for the 1st time. i have to finish my recent re-read of AKIRA soon, too. volume 6 is an intimidating book.
2026/04/23
i don't change the main part of my site much, aside from tweaks or whatever.. but i decided to go with a bit of a new look. i think things will still be tweaked for a bit till im totally satisfied. but i like it. felt inspired by some other sites and such
most importantly:
today is my 5 year anniversary since i first watched Akira!!!!!
this is extremely corny but... on this day i watched the movie the first time and my life was changed forever since then. without AKIRA i wouldn't be myself today. i'm just gonna relax and watch the movie later tonight like i always do on this day